Tonight, I was talking to my friend, Megan. We started talking about my inability to work out alone. I don't understand why it's so difficult for me to stay motivated. This is possibly one of the hardest things mentally I've ever had to do. Getting myself to the point where working out isn't something I dread or put off because I'm alone, is so difficult.
So this is a sacrifice for me. I am giving up my can't attitude for the next month, 5 weeks, Feb. 21 to Mar. 28. I will workout even if I can't get someone to go with me. I'm making this promise to myself...over the internet to the infinite void of space. I will and am! I refuse to let negativity rule my life. I will change for myself and to better myself.
So to my future self, YOU CAN DO THIS!! Do not let this get you down! Your future self with a boyfriend or a husband, kids....yes this is far off but you are doing this to better yourself, your self-esteem, your health, and your future life. So here's to a new beginning, a new life, and you will do this for you! You can be where you want to be weight wise. Don't let life get in the way. You can do it!
Truly yours as always,
Patricia J. Phillips xoxo
"Sometimes things fall apart so that better things can fall together."--Marlyn Monroe
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